open_flame | From Twitter 01-29-2011

16:50:46: @microwaveHobo TXT: When the hell did you have time to find THAT?!?
16:51:05: @AmesinChange TXT: Yeah...so did I. And I did a shit job at it.
16:52:58: @captain_flyboy *slow nod, still staring at the ceiling* Good. Least that worked out. *emotionless, which is difficult*
16:54:17: @AmesinChange *scoffs and fights the urge to melt her phone* TXT: There are worse things than being alone Amy. Are you sure he wants this?
16:55:32: @AmesinChange *sighs* TXT: Just be careful. We don't want to lose him.
16:56:29: (( BRB, Kitteh Feedin' Time! ))
17:01:17: @AmesinChange *grumbles and focuses on making a fireball so she does say something stupid* TXT: How's Nathan feel about this?
17:04:19: @captain_flyboy *That tone doesn't help. It's the same tone ppl use on her when they think she's going to explode* You're...sorry? *huffs-
17:04:54: @captain_flyboy but finally looks at him, very coldly* You're -ALWAYS- sorry, Jack. But you know what, you never change anything so you -
17:05:45: @captain_flyboy don't have to be sorry all over again, do you? *makes fireballs again, so she doesn't get pissed. They're very erratic*
17:08:19: @AmesinChange TXT: Little fast, don't you think?
17:10:02: @AmesinChange TXT: Because it's ADOPTION, Amy. It's talking a child, no matter how old he is under your care. Do you REALLY think you and -
17:10:11: @AmesinChange TXT: Nathan are in the right place to do this with someone as fragile as Luke?
17:17:59: @captain_flyboy *softens, just a touch* That's.... *staring at the flower* I know...every single lily species in the world. I've never seen-
17:19:10: @captain_flyboy those before. *mentally pushes the fireball aside and sits up, trying to hide that her fingers are shaking* Can I...um... -
17:19:22: @captain_flyboy May I...please ?*Ok, so she's scared to actually reach out and take the lily because she'd have to get closer to him.*
17:20:46: @AmesinChange TXT: Amy, a piece of paper doesn't make a family!
17:21:05: @microwaveHobo TXT: You should do something about that. :P
17:24:35: @captain_flyboy *takes her a moment to realize she's not breathing* Thank you. *quickly, almost frighteningly snatches it from him* Thanks.
17:25:55: @AmesinChange *WTFface* TXT: Yeah, because paper holding shit together is a great reason for something. Amy, WHY are you really doing this?
17:27:17: @microwaveHobo TXT: There is. I grew up there and I was NEVER bored.
17:28:55: @captain_flyboy *very, very slowly spins this http://bit.ly/gj3PjC in her hand* I...love it. It's perfect.
17:30:55: @AmesinChange *blinks* TXT: How the fuck do you know about that?!?
17:33:54: @AmesinChange *grumbles* TXT: He is less discreet about stuff than Hellboy. Jesus. So you know he's guarding me? And Jack and the boys.
17:34:57: @captain_flyboy *snorts* I am -not- perfect. No where close to it. *and finally, finally she look at him* 'specially not lately.
17:39:13: (( Watching Archer. Lag. ))
17:40:03: @AmesinChange TXT: Christ.... I haven't even told Jack that yet. Does EVERYBODY back home know?
17:41:13: @AmesinChange TXT: O.o THEY ALL KNOW JACK AND I HAVE A FUCKING BABYSITTER!?!
17:41:34: @phasing_cat (( No, sorry. ))
17:43:41: @phasing_cat (( Faved. Thanks :D ))
17:44:48: @AmesinChange TXT: Oh, thank God. Listen don't tell ANYONE Jack and I are under Nathan's protection, OK? Please.
17:45:59: @AmesinChange TXT: Maybe. Those fairy guys are brutal. Mean.
17:51:07: @captain_flyboy *Almost, -almost- smiles back, but...that REALLY of hurts* Yeah, *tosses the flower on what would be Jack's pillow if -
17:51:53: @captain_flyboy they were at home* Always have been, haven't we? *sighs and pulls her knees to her chest* Are we....doomed?
17:57:23: @AmesinChange TXT: They're impervious to bullets. Last time I fought one of them, what killed them before didn't work. I had to burn him.
17:57:49: @microwaveHobo TXT: So did I. And I helped out the research department and Broom.
18:02:23: @captain_flyboy *As if she's reading a mission report* Because 50% of average American marriages end in divorce and....we're...not...very-
18:02:37: @captain_flyboy *her lip quivers and she buries herself under the covers so he can't see her cry* We're so NOT average! Not at all!
18:03:25: @AmesinChange *winces and frowns* TXT: No. They're not. Kills them just like anyone else.
18:04:31: @microwaveHobo TXT: So go party.
18:06:02: @AmesinChange TXT: Gonna have to check with the Senator about the explosive budget, huh?
18:08:32: @captain_flyboy *twitches, it's hard to tell if it's a good or bad twitch* I...can't. *squeezes her eyes shut as if it will stop the crying*
18:09:33: @microwaveHobo TXT: I donno...maybe. You're an adult aren't you? You're not a...prisoner.
18:10:45: @AmesinChange *snorts* TXT: I don't care how many blowjobs it takes, Ames. Just get the damn explosives. Fairies don't fuck around, OK?
18:14:16: @AmesinChange *frowns deeply, but types it anyway* TXT: Used to work like magic on Jack. Red called it "the Sex Whammy" one time.
18:22:12: @AmesinChange TXT: Anyone can do it, It's Mutt. ((and go ahead and NPC him doing that if you need to, I trust you. ))
18:24:20: @captain_flyboy *she's shivering, like she's encased in ice* I can't. It... *Great, she's already against the wall, nowhere to go* IT HURTS!
18:30:17: @AmesinChange *texts w/o thinking* TXT: You didn't know him when we was twenty.
18:32:31: @captain_flyboy *gasps back tears and nods* OK...OK. *looks him dead in the eyes for ages and then...* Do you still love me?
18:33:33: @AmesinChange *Aw Crap* TXT: He was a little cocky punk. Greaser, actually. But Jack talked him into going to school after we met him. -
18:33:53: @AmesinChange TXT: He's almost as smart as his father was. Almost.
18:38:41: @captain_flyboy *Looks just as shocked* Why? Why...do you love me? -HOW-...can you love me if you're...running away from me again? From us?
18:39:37: @FutureBoyScout ....wow.
18:40:45: @AmesinChange *laughs* TXT: Indy? Yeah...pretty damn close.
18:45:10: @captain_flyboy *very angry expression* He doesn't scare me, Jack. And you know exactly what happens to ANYONE who threatens our children.
18:51:32: @captain_flyboy *still angry* Did you think I wouldn't understand that, how that feels? Me? ME of all people, Jack? *headshake* If there -
18:52:10: @captain_flyboy is ANYONE in your life who would understand having a part of you that terrifies the everliving FUCK out of you , it's me!
18:54:43: @AmesinChange TXT: Look up Dr. Henry Jones, Jr. He should have a file. His dad too. Jack goes way back with the Jones.
18:55:46: @captain_flyboy *scowls* I know...I talked to him, remember?
19:00:32: @captain_flyboy *frowns* Nothing....*lying* He....didn't really say much...of...anything about the... incident with Amy. *Just a bunch of -
19:01:06: @captain_flyboy stuff about how much Liz doesn't understand Jack and isn't what he needs* He was very... *drops her head* uninformative.
19:05:16: @captain_flyboy *dismissive* It's no big deal....he just...was trying to shake me up. *and he did, so much*
19:11:39: @captain_flyboy *goes for the easy part first; the whole Amy thing* He said it was a rage. Not like normal anger. He said...it was
19:12:19: @captain_flyboy indescribably, he couldn't name it. *twitches more and wraps her arms around her knees* He said her empathy pushed his...-
19:12:57: @captain_flyboy your...telepathic barriers.*shudders* It wasn't SUPPOSED to happen ...ever...but it did, and that...should scare me.
19:24:08: @captain_flyboy *Goes to shrug, but knows that's not gonna work* He...said that...*hardly audible*I should read your file and that I...-
19:25:36: @captain_flyboy blinks back tears again* That I wasn't....being what you needed. That he had to protect you because I wasn't doing it -
19:26:27: @captain_flyboy good enough. So I figured I'd just let him...take care of you since I can't. *fully crying now, not even trying to hide it*
21:00:25: @captain_flyboy *only cries harder* -I- am supposed to be the one that takes care of you when you're...*huffs* emotionally gone! Not...him.-
21:00:59: @captain_flyboy He doesn't DO emotional, it's impossible! *headshake, presses against the wall as far as she can* I screw up the spices. -
21:01:30: @captain_flyboy Too much ginger. Not enough cinnamon. I...can't even get ONE stupid breakfast right.
21:15:03: @FutureBoyScout *it feels good, amazingly good just to cry and not feel guilt for feeling awful* Don't be sorry, it's not your fault. -
21:15:20: @FutureBoyScout *clings to him as though every fiber of her being will fade away if she lets go for even a second* It was so long ago I -
21:15:47: @FutureBoyScout can't even remember the details. When I dream of it, my dress is always different...some days it's sunny, some days it's -
21:16:38: @FutureBoyScout raining but it's always...the same. They always...*her voice breaks as she tries to say 'die' and she buries her face -
21:16:54: @FutureBoyScout in his chest again* Don't go. *she says it without really thinking* Please, Peter. Don't leave me alone. Please.
21:18:27: @microwaveHobo TXT: No.
21:31:57: @captain_flyboy I won't be here forever! You will....and I won't. *Doesn't want to think about it, but hey, now it's RIGHT THERE* Someday-
21:32:47: @captain_flyboy -soon- I am going to be too old to fuck up your breakfast! You're going to stay the same and I'm going to get old...and -
21:34:09: @captain_flyboy *choking on her own tears* I already need fucking glasses half the time, just like my mother did and...that's just the -
21:34:53: @captain_flyboy start. What about...sex? What about...everything? What about when I'm...too old for you love me anymore!?
21:39:19: @microwaveHobo TXT: Or you could, I donno...ask. :P
21:57:50: @captain_flyboy I....*speechless, still crying but for an entirely different reason* You... *Tackles him and kisses him hard enough to -
21:58:26: @captain_flyboy make their lips burn, to make her soul ache. She can't pull away, even for air, even when she gets so lightheaded she has -
21:59:21: @captain_flyboy to push all her weight onto him to keep from collapsing. It's as if he'll drift away if she doesn't show him exactly what -
21:59:32: @captain_flyboy she needs , exactly what she's feeling, and she won't...she can't let that happen. Not now, not ever again.*
22:21:31: @captain_flyboy I'm sorry...*it's half whispered/half pleaded. There's no possible way she can ever find the right words to tell him how -
22:22:29: @captain_flyboy sorry she is, how foolish she feels about how they've both acted. She can't describe how lost she'd been without him, how -
22:23:13: @captain_flyboy empty and meaningless her life felt. But she can show him. She can make him feel and understand that he's the only man -
22:23:28: @captain_flyboy who's ever really mattered to her, and the only one who ever will.* You locked the door, right?
22:39:00: @captain_flyboy *That smile, that damned smile of his that makes her knees turn to mush and her head spin more than any drug they ever -
22:41:02: @captain_flyboy threw down her throat at that damned mental hospital* Never can tell with you. *the feeling of his lips on her skin, so -
22:41:40: @captain_flyboy soft but so rough all in one that is makes her whole body prickle with goosebumps* God, I missed you so much. *she tries-
22:41:58: @captain_flyboy so hard to keep calm, gentle, and careful, but it's proving difficult. * I'm supposed to be on bed rest...remember?
23:08:07: @captain_flyboy *shakes her head* I'm not worried. *pulls one of her arms from his neck and slides her fingers up his shirt* I trust you...-
23:08:42: @captain_flyboy *pulls away just enough to pull off his shirt, then wraps her arms around him again.* Show me...tell me...I don't care. -
23:09:07: @captain_flyboy Just...*kisses him softy* Just be here with me. That's all I need. It's all I've ever needed.
23:18:09: RT @Y_U_NO: ZOMBIES, Y U NO STAY DEAD?
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