It really is Chandra all over again. I bite my lip, shaking my head a little. I tried to kill myself, how happy can she think that I am? "I... I wasn't happy with what I was doing here, I was bored, it was all too easy. And then this man came to see me, he told me that I was special too." I pull myself up to my feet, leaning against the counter, my hands against the side of it.

"And... things got worse after that, Liz. So much worse. I don't.. I don't want to be special. I don't want any of this, it's horrible, it's..." I hug myself, mostly to stop talking or for comfort or I don't know what. "If I could tear whatever it is that makes me this way out, I'd do it. I really would."

It made me kill someone. It made me get to this point and whatever organization she's a part of... how can it be any good for me?